anarchy-indeed

It's definitely been a while since I thought about writing anything. Not that my mind isn't constantly filled with thoughts, but probably just the fact that nothing is worth mentioning. Have been trying to watch a movie for the past few days but always end up dozing off as soon as I decide to switch it on. The weather is unusually cold and frankly speaking I'm tired of the winters. I know I'll regret saying this in the summer when the temperature is going to cross 45 degrees C, but hey, this is kinda hurting my extremities. Anyway, long story short, I need to make myself more productive. Staying at home is making me grouchy and unproductiv

I'm so tired of fighting, fighting for my right to be me. It's frustrating. I feel like I still haven't found out as to who I am or where I belong. I'm physically tired and emotionally exhausted to the point where I feel like I'm losing myself... turning into what everyone has become... a being of monotony.